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Just some random life-altering realizations in this cranked-up life. I'll be sharing some thoughts and inspirations that will hopefully be discovered and used in this imperfect society. In a world of Dystopia, this blog will be my Utopian place. Come and share your thoughts with me. Who knows, the universe maybe is trying to connect us.

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- April 06, 2020

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The Cross-Over Cabling Got a Connection

- March 04, 2020

I have been so sure of myself that no man can ever please me. I get easily bored when talking to them. It's like I'd rather read a book or watch a romantic movie that is more interesting and more romantic than my love life. When I first met you, I thought it was just going to be a normal "attracted at first sight" phenomenon. You know, the typical feeling you get when he made the first eye contact. But I was completely wrong. Days passed and we were becoming closer. First we were talking about just computers. It was kind of awkward at first but as the days got longer, we were getting closer than ever. Those were the days where I was always looking forward for the training. I even realized that I was putting on a little extra effort on the way I normally look. Thinking about it lately, I should supposedly not get attracted to you. You should be the least of the people that I would get attracted to. Those baggy jeans, black jacket, always a wearing a snap back c...

Dreams are only in the Mind

- March 02, 2020

I just received a not-so-good news today. Crap. When the HR told me earlier that thing, I felt stressed out. It was something like, WTF do you want to transfer me down there? I am already having a good time in my place. Now I can't do my work properly. I don't know what I am going to do. My mind is scattered. I can't think straight. Everything seems so far away and my eyes are wandering to somewhere unknown. An unknown destination that keeps going and going. My body felt tired instantly. Lump as a sloth. Mind and body don't have coordination anymore. I played the song I listened to when I'm not myself. When I think things are not getting my way. I felt relaxed for a little bit but worry crept in again. I read career fortune in the net to calm myself with the positive outlooks. But the feeling is still there. I'm still on the stage of denial, anger, and bargaining. I gotta accept this reality ASAP cause it will only ruin me. I thought of writing down what I'...

Oedipus

- April 27, 2020

I really swear. Your hurt my father. He may be strong but he has a heart. Broken by the child that he deemed loved. Broken by the hopes of changing to a better one. Everything seems not into place. I swear, if death is only fair, I would have done it. I don't want to do it but circumstances tells me so. The only man I have loved until today is hurt, but I can't do anything now. When I was sad, the world was against me, you were there. When everything was a daze, you were beside me, helping me to stand straight. Now, tonight you were hurt, broken by the person whom you also love, a child, but I can't even go near you. When I was kilometers away, locked myself from you and from other people , you traveled a long way to stop me from worrying. Now we are just in the same, "haven", but I can't even sit beside you, even if you are calling my name. I didn't call you to be there but you surprised me. You went at night just to visit me and comfort me that eve...